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mo ran 墨燃 | mo weiyu 墨微雨 ([personal profile] zhanmadao) wrote2022-10-28 08:53 pm

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[personal profile] rumination 2023-09-10 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ In order to do his job, Chu Wanning has subjected himself to embarrassment, to actions he considers morally corrupt, to situations that are deeply, deeply unpleasant and make him want run away and never look back again. But he has a job to do, and one he needs to do well, to bring down corruption, and for that he will do these things.

But, as he watches the guards drag the handsome man he just purchased— as though people can be purchased, as though people are things to be tossed aside once their use is done, traded to the next highest bidder— this one is the worst. To buy someone like this, to have the guards force him to kneel in front of Chu Wanning, a man rendered lesser... it galls him. There is, of course, a good reason he can claim, understandable to a few people, necessary to dozens more. Chu Wanning, once a morally superior man, fallen into the ranks of the scum that make up the mafia he is now affiliated with.

Master, the man calls him, and Chu Wanning shudders. His voice is cruel, but there's an underlying tone that resonates inside Chu Wanning. Much like how his body reacts even to the closeness of this man. It's no fault of his, Chu Wanning knows, and it makes him terrible that he enjoys the look of those leather pants snug around his waist and thighs. But there had been an instant and immediate reaction when Mo Ran had been dragged onto the stage, and it shamed him enough that he hadn't even thought deeply about the money he was spending. It was fine; money was money. But Mo Ran was a person, who deserved better, and who had to be dragged into Chu Wanning's awful plans.

I'll free you at the end of this, he thinks as he studies Mo Ran up closer. He's so handsome, with an edge to him honed by an unkind world, and not for the first time that night does Chu Wanning wish things could be different.

They aren't here to be friends, he knows, and Mo Ran likely hates him, for good reason, but Chu Wanning needs him. He steps closer, kneeling in front of Mo Ran and offering his handkerchief so he can clean his face. ]


You may call me Chu Wanning.

[ He should probably have Mo Ran use a title, or something, but in those moments, he can't think of one. Seeing Mo Ran up close is doing something to him, and Chu Wanning hates his reaction. Mo Ran isn't someone to be lusted after, like he's one of the lecherous men outside, or the women even, thinking they could use this man.

Because of that, he sounds sharper than he means, and he looks away, feeling guilty, then back to Mo Ran. These moments are crucial, he knows, and he can't display any weakness. He has to finish the job he started, and Mo Ran is instrumental in helping him, whether he knows it or not. ]
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[personal profile] rumination 2023-09-24 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ chu wanning is a talented, skilled and capable man, used to judging what people will do and how they will react to most situations. so when mo ran closes the distance, he thinks it's to push him, or punch him, or something along those lines. perfectly reasonable, he thinks, because mo ran has been treated unfairly, sold off to the highest bidder.

he does not expect to have mo ran lick his lips. it's enough to unsteady him, mouth parting in surprise, which just makes the kiss that much more awkward. it takes a few moments for him to realize what mo ran was doing, and then he jerks back. he can't get far, given how mo ran is holding him, but he pushes weakly at his chest. he's sure his cheeks are flaming red, unable to hide how flustered he is. ]


What— [ he sputters, then stiffens. ] No! You don't need to do that here.

[ he is undeniably attracted to mo ran, but despite that attraction (or because of that attraction), he has no desire to force mo ran into a position where he feels obligated to kiss him, or do... those things with him. that must be why mo ran is holding him like this, and kissed him. ]

You don't have to do such things with me.

[ he tries to sound stern and firm and hopes mo ran doesn't catch the tremble in his voice and his body. ]